Sent: Monday, March 18, 1996 6:51 PM To: Berck Subject: heh heh Look at this… < >> 1) Read Next Message 2) Show All Message Headers 3) Send New E-Mail 4) Reply To Current Message 5) Delete Current Message 6) Open Your Personal FileStore —- —- h = help q = quit system p = previous menu t = top (main) menu no mail. heh. I deleted all my mail. I saved almost all of it too. I wonder why. If someone wants to investigate my life, they could spend hours looking at stuff. Days even. Why do I do…
I seem to have a rather fatalistic outlook on life, or at least relationships. I’ve seen so many friendships fall by the wayside. I never meant for it to happen, it just does. “Letters that you never meant to send, lost or thrown away.” Except that I’ve written letters to people and meant to send them, but never finished them, never stuck them in envelopes, never affixed postage… Perhaps this has affected my outlook on my relationship to people. When I meet someone, I tend to forget their name right off. Maybe it’s because I never intend on seeing them…
This dead camellia is so pretty. I’m not the green thumb type. I don’t have any plants in my room other than the dead camellia on my desk and the dried purple flowers on my dresser. But they weren’t meant to live permanently, so that’s okay. I suppose I could have a live plant in my room, but I’m on the north side of the house, so I don’t get much light. Odd, sunlight never shines in my room. Never. I don’t have a live plant in my room, but I can look through my partly opened curtains and the…
Yesterday I went looking for videos of Othello and King Lear, since I had a paper on them due Friday. Dr. Allums shouldn’t be back at school till Monday, however, so I think I’ll just write one and go in early Monday morning to stick it in his door. My search for cinematic Shakespeare led me to the Blockbuster on Moffet Rd. They didn’t have either. I was on my way home, when I decided to turn around and check the one on Airport. My path took me directly by the Springhill branch of the public library, however, so I…
Wild. I don’t watch much TV. I really don’t. Movies, videos, I watch my fair share. But ever since I got a modem, TV hasn’t held nearly the appeal for me. I mean, why sit passively and watch something when you can interact? Why view a projection of the world when you can be involved in the real thing? Okay, okay, so maybe the Internet isn’t reality, but it’s closer. And, in my eyes, more entertaining. I went downstairs just now to get some juice to keep me from snoozing over my Greek translations. After I poured myself some apple…