{"id":1076,"date":"2008-01-08T20:38:08","date_gmt":"2008-01-09T03:38:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nachzen.net\/?p=1076"},"modified":"2008-01-09T13:30:11","modified_gmt":"2008-01-09T20:30:11","slug":"alone-at-first","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/?p=1076","title":{"rendered":"alone, at first"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>alone, at first resentful<br \/>\nas the scotch escapes, but<br \/>\neffortlessly ensnared by a glass,<br \/>\nwhile distant once (possibly magnetic) imprints echo<br \/>\ntheir clapping at sounds long gone<br \/>\nBut that Still resonate not from quality, no<br \/>\nbut in emptiness and vulnerability<\/p>\n<p>a night of television cloaked in life&#8217;s dreams<br \/>\nprotest futile<br \/>\nand pointless&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;it&#8217;d be just as empty otherwise<\/p>\n<p>later a familiar tugging<br \/>\nthe corner of a darkroom easel&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;(long gone)<br \/>\nthe long-absent knock of now-pregnant companions<br \/>\nletters from forgotten (long neglected, perhaps) text beckon<br \/>\nCummings whines and Toad wails<br \/>\nI am Still, a hack.&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;(but still better than you)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>alone, at first resentful as the scotch escapes, but effortlessly ensnared by a glass, while distant once (possibly magnetic) imprints echo their clapping at sounds long gone But that Still resonate not from quality, no but in emptiness and vulnerability a night of television cloaked in life&#8217;s dreams protest futile and pointless&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1076","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-nonclassified-nonsense"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1076","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1076"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1076\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1076"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1076"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1076"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}