{"id":394,"date":"1997-02-04T21:47:05","date_gmt":"1997-02-05T03:47:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nachzen.net:8080\/?p=394"},"modified":"1997-02-04T21:47:05","modified_gmt":"1997-02-05T03:47:05","slug":"anger-or-insanity","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/?p=394","title":{"rendered":"Anger or Insanity"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I just discovered that I&#8217;d make a lousy private eye, or any kind of spy<br \/>\nfor that matter.<\/p>\n<p>I nailed all my lines except one today during rehearsal (not counting me<br \/>\nfew tag lines at the very end of the show), which was very good.  I<br \/>\nsucked yesterday, and the two guys who are in that scene were getting<br \/>\nticked at me.  But today, they made more mistakes than I did, which made<br \/>\nme feel better.  During rehearsal, while I was waiting around till the<br \/>\nlast scene, Andy Watson looked at me from behind the glass door where he<br \/>\nwas talking on the phone and said into it, &#8220;Joanna&#8217;s here, want to talk<br \/>\nto her?&#8221;  It was Jeremy calling the 800 number to the school to talk to<br \/>\nthe people in the theater dept.  It was really great to talk to him<br \/>\nagain.  He&#8217;s coming down to see the student performance on the 13th,<br \/>\nwhich will be cool.  I almost told him I sorta kinda missed him.  But<br \/>\ninstead I handed the phone to Elizabeth.<\/p>\n<p>I have an SGA meeting tonight, which sucks, because we had one last<br \/>\nweek.  But, we don&#8217;t have one NEXT week because of Fat Tu&#8230; er,<br \/>\nPresident&#8217;s Day holiday.  I guess I&#8217;ll have to be here anyway for<br \/>\nrehearsal, but at least I won&#8217;t have to get up.  I didn&#8217;t go to bed till<br \/>\nafter 3 last night.. silly me.  Got on AOL to get my mail and got paged<br \/>\nby Elizabeth and Karen.  They were talking to &#8220;steve&#8221; this guy in<br \/>\nDelaware, Karen&#8217;s &#8220;man.&#8221;  Liz signed off about 2, but I kept talking to<br \/>\nsteve.  I dunno, that was interesting.  He likes to camp, he&#8217;s in the<br \/>\narmy, and he&#8217;s perfectly normal.  He kept asking me if I was a guy.  so I<br \/>\ngave him the address of my webpage, and told him to look for the topless<br \/>\nphoto.  I finally got my brief done when he signed off (it was 4 his<br \/>\ntime).  <\/p>\n<p>My question for the day is &#8220;which is preferable, anger or insanity?&#8221;<br \/>\nThen that led to a discussion with Melissa and Tracy about whether you<br \/>\ncan know if you&#8217;re going insane or not.  Melissa chose anger because you<br \/>\ncan still control it.  Tracy chose insanity because you wouldn&#8217;t really<br \/>\nknow.  I dunno.  I&#8217;m just having a really sucky week so far.  I guess it<br \/>\ncould be worse.. it can always be worse&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I guess you never really now how much you&#8217;ll miss something until you<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t have it anymore.  And you never realize that you CAN do without it<br \/>\nuntil it&#8217;s gone and you&#8217;re forced to vary tactics.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I just discovered that I&#8217;d make a lousy private eye, or any kind of spy for that matter. I nailed all my lines except one today during rehearsal (not counting me few tag lines at the very end of the show), which was very good. I sucked yesterday, and the two guys who are in&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-394","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-nonclassified-nonsense"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=394"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=394"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=394"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=394"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}