{"id":5010,"date":"1996-09-24T00:14:00","date_gmt":"1996-09-24T06:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/?p=5010"},"modified":"2023-11-24T08:21:28","modified_gmt":"2023-11-24T15:21:28","slug":"can-i-see","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/?p=5010","title":{"rendered":"Can I see?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I decided tonight. I can&#8217;t go to law school. I don&#8217;t have it in my heart.<br \/>I mean, I probably wouldn&#8217;t mind it, I might even enjoy it. But it&#8217;s not<br \/>what&#8217;s burning inside of me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s too practical for one thing. Dad asked how I was going to put food on<br \/>the table when I came home late tonight if I didn&#8217;t do something practical.<br \/>&#8220;I don&#8217;t care about that,&#8221; I said, &#8220;I don&#8217;t care if I don&#8217;t eat. I don&#8217;t<br \/>care if I don&#8217;t have any posessions. Do you understand?&#8221; He said, yes, he<br \/>understood. He used to be like that. Then he got a family.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have to study truth. I have to pursue the good. I have to learn. I have<br \/>to find wisdom. I have to search for the answers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tonight, I had Medieval Literature with Dr. Allums. Afterward, he and Paul<br \/>and this guy named Greg and this fifty year old grandmother named Adele and I<br \/>all went out to Waffle House for coffee and discussion. I love being with<br \/>people who think. I love to ask something and not have the other person give<br \/>an unconcerned &#8220;I don&#8217;t know.&#8221; I love the chase, the pursuit of truth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When we were getting up to leave, I turned to Allums and asked, &#8220;Will we find<br \/>the answers?&#8221; Paul spoke up, &#8220;It&#8217;s not about getting to the answer. It&#8217;s<br \/>about the questions. It&#8217;s the journey.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As I thought about that on the way home, I realized that I couldn&#8217;t go to law<br \/>school.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Instead, I want to go to the University of Dallas. They have a political<br \/>philosophy department.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Unless I can find some place out west\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In other news, we&#8217;re going to have the giant head from the Alabama<br \/>Shakespeare Festival&#8217;s production of Hamlet in our production of The Wizard<br \/>of Oz. YES!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jonah (is way too wired after some chocolate covered coffee beans, three cups<br \/>of coffee, two syrup covered pecan waffles, a couple games of Quake up in the<br \/>computer lab with Nathan and Mark, and some intellectual discussion at Waffle<br \/>House)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I decided tonight. I can&#8217;t go to law school. I don&#8217;t have it in my heart.I mean, I probably wouldn&#8217;t mind it, I might even enjoy it. But it&#8217;s notwhat&#8217;s burning inside of me. It&#8217;s too practical for one thing. Dad asked how I was going to put food onthe table when I came home&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5010","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-nonclassified-nonsense"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5010","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5010"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5010\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5011,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5010\/revisions\/5011"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5010"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5010"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nachzen.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5010"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}